Since Sarah can go into labor anytime now, the anticipation is absolutely killing me.
I find myself now, especially when I'm trying to get to sleep and during tray line at work, just zoning out just trying to imagine what the day will be like when she enters this world.
I'm so in love with this little girl that isn't even here yet.
I told Sarah the other day that she would have to move over cause I had another girl in my life. shes like "Thanks a lot."
Anyways, I keep thinking about that moment after she is born, when its just Me, Sarah, and Elah in the room by ourselves, and how special that time will be.
And then I think about when all the family comes in to see her. No offense to all of y'all but I'm kinda dreading all the visitors cause I know we will have family members coming out of the woodwork, and I really don't want to deal with it.
I think about how nervous I will be once we get home and she starts crying or how I will do changing her diapers. I'll probably be to afraid to do anything with her right off the bat cause I'll be afraid that I'll hurt her.
I'm just ready for her to get here and we have her home so we can begin our new life as a family.
Justin once again your thoughts bring me to tears. I am HONORED to be a part of your big day, but I vow to allow you and your family time to bond. I will capture those first moments on film for you and then I will make myself disappear. I don't want to intrude on that precious time. However, I must say that I am humbled that I get to be a part of her delivery. Blessings to you my friend and just RELAX you are going to be a SUPER dad.
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